Nothing

There are times that you look at the bright side of life, but NOTHING is going right, everything is messed up and you feel tired and exhausted. There are moments that you just want your life to be  happy, fun and right, a life where NOTHING is but perfect.

There are times that you seek NOTHING in exchange from someone, though you think otherwise. It is the feeling of being loved by someone you find happiness in your life and make your life complete. Most importantly making your partner’s life complete.

There are times that you find NOTHING to make you happy. It is the feeling of total disgust that not even a single thing or someone can make you find enjoyment in your life. It is losing hope from something in your life or maybe everything in your life.

But, when you find the happiness in your life, why there are times that you still feel NOTHING is going right. You still feel left out, you would still find yourself asking, why when you have done something to make things right, you still feel alone, ignored and not treasured.

All words are just words, until someone put their words to action.  If not then you would lose sight of the words uttered and you would lose hope. You would feel NOTHING special and you would just feel unhappy for the broken words. You would ask why people are not sincere and true, to make you wait, but in the end you are waiting for NOTHING.

The feeling of NOTHING right in your life is painful, it makes your life miserable, it makes you think that people around you just don’t care, it makes you feel that you are alone in this world. Then you would just find yourself looking and searching for a better way out in your present life, but then again, it is easier said than done.