Knocked Out
Here I go again, I need to sleep early but slept late as usual, then I know I need to wake up at 5:30 am and eventually end up having only 2 hours of sleep. It is so hard for me to sleep today and with just a couple of hours of sleep i dreamed of aliens. It was cool though 'cause I really felt that I can see them close to me and see their faces and actually their faces are still fresh on my mind. Rather being scared, I had a grin on my face now.
But in reality I have been so tired of my current situation right now and I'm trying to escape everything in my life. There are too many things to handle now that I am knocked out with my feelings and emotions. I have been trying to escape the fact that I love her, but refuse to. I am trying my best to escape reality that I don't feel hurt 'cause i am always neglected and feel 'alienated'. The fact that telling my emotions would just totally destroy everything we just have now, and that is friendship. I have been torn so many times that I feel tired of my situation. And the fact that all that I need now is for us to be together, in one good if not great relationship.
**Thank you for the image I used for my blog by Roy D. from Doodler Blog! Here is the link for the image. http://www.doodlerblog.com/2009/06/alien-punch-out-doodle/**
But in reality I have been so tired of my current situation right now and I'm trying to escape everything in my life. There are too many things to handle now that I am knocked out with my feelings and emotions. I have been trying to escape the fact that I love her, but refuse to. I am trying my best to escape reality that I don't feel hurt 'cause i am always neglected and feel 'alienated'. The fact that telling my emotions would just totally destroy everything we just have now, and that is friendship. I have been torn so many times that I feel tired of my situation. And the fact that all that I need now is for us to be together, in one good if not great relationship.
**Thank you for the image I used for my blog by Roy D. from Doodler Blog! Here is the link for the image. http://www.doodlerblog.com/2009/06/alien-punch-out-doodle/**
