just another special day...

i'm sitting beside a pretty, cute girl... she smiles for no reason and just holds her phone like it would be her last day to sms. she always wear a cap... talks about anything that i don't really understand. but looks so cute coz when she talks it always comes with a laugh or the laugh comes with the talk. at times, she is just so serious that you would be scared when she stares at you. just a few glances at her makes me smile without her knowing, maybe i like her coz she is like this... i might be falling... falling from the chair i'm sitting... sometimes i just wonder why i saw her too late to be with her... sometimes i just wonder why i am still wishing to be with her... but i know there is no chance... i think its bcoz i just want to be with someone like her... though i know i would not find anyone like her... coz she is what she is... and that is why she is special to me... special to my heart...

there is no reason for me to be unhappy when i'm with her nor feel alone coz when i'm with her it feels like there is no end... i just wish that i would be with her until the end... but now, i feel alone and deserted coz now i'm not with her... i know it is not right to feel this way, coz in the end i really wont be with her... she will be with her special someone and i would just be hoping that i am her special somone...

i know she knows that i like her... i know she knows that i miss her... i know she knows that i still wish to be with her... maybe someday or maybe not... i just wish that she will be happy with her life... a life full of happiness and joy... a life full of love and care... a life fulfilling her dreams to come true...

i thank her for a nice day today... i thank her for just being there when i needed her... i thank her for who she is... i thank her for just another special day...