Turning My Back

I usually face the reality with happiness and laughter, but there are times that I just need to be just say the truth, no matter how harsh it would sound... I am just clouded with negativity most of the times now that affects how I treat people around me. It is not the same as before when I get furious I would still be the one apologizing, but now I wont. It may sound mean, but when all those negative feelings bubbles up more and more... I would just explode.

There are still things though that makes me smile and just stay happy... but not so much now. It's really different from what I am before, I would be even begging for forgiveness, but it wont be happening now. I am fed up with the things that is going on around me. And to save myself I just need to turn my back away.

Well, my frustrations and anger now are somewhat overpowering the good things that happen in my life... if there is any now. So, it would just always be a long day for me and others that may cross my bad side. Well, as a Scorpio, I am capable of. Just don't push me.