Losing a Part of Me

As the past is just a memory not to be forgotten, I found peace and serenity in my current life. I always longed for closure and maybe I might have just did. It is true that time heals all the pain away, traversing to the path of true happiness in life. Though, a few things still linger in the past, I tried to keep myself positive and move on to a greater and better life.

Though I have not learned to wholeheartedly forgive people who have wronged me and my loved ones, I have accepted the path God chose for me. I still feel the anger that have held me back to be the person that I was once before until. I may have pushed a lot of people because of what I did, but I have also learned of the real friends I do have in my life who would stand beside me, even I was full of hatred.

I still have struggles in my life now, as everyone does. I found myself in the abyss of solitude, where I tried to fight of the moments of loneliness and helplessness. I have lost the passion to care and love someone else with all that happened to me in the past. I lost the true happiness that comes from within and the smile I share to people I care for the most.

I'm sorry, because losing part of me is leaving also the good things and memories I had.