Just the days goes by...

As the days go by, I wonder why I feel for someone I only knew for a few months be like this. Not the usual thing for me but just maybe I like the feeling of being with someone. But I know this would definitely not work out.

I always convince myself to do what ever my mind and heart tells me to do. This is no different from things that I wanted in life and career. When I set my mind to the goal, then that's it. It may take a few days, weeks, months or even years. But, I knew now that I can really do it.

For this though, I know it would not work. It's something that keeps me comfort, keeps me smile and enjoy my life, even though this is not for me. I am hurting if I can't see her, but I know even I wait nothing would happen.

I am beginning to like you even more. But it just can't be. I know there would be a better way... and that is for me to look for someone else and not stay too close to you... which is, for now, hard for me to do.