I Never Thought...

I never thought I would ask you this question in my life, what if I ask you to be mine... What will you say? And painfully now you said... YES!

Relationships whether they remain as friends or lovers, in the end it is God's will. Through the years of falling in love, I learned how bad I am in taking care of relationships. I never did I know how to care about it, though I was good in sharing what to do if my friends had problems with theirs.

Now, as I know, I wished I had told you before... But then again, I would not be able to talk to you now, if ever we did became us. I would have no words to tell you sorry for breaking your heart, I would feel sorry for leaving you just like that. So, now as friends, I can be open with you, as friends. Things like you said are different now.

Things work out and may not. What I know is that I am happy that I am enjoying the laughter we share together, though I know it would not work out between the two of us. We are mature now and we have a clearer view of what we want in our lives and who we want in our lives. You can only decide for yourself as well as I can only decide for myself. I wished we are one! I just wish...

I never thought that I would ask you... but I did! Thank you! Is all I can say now... Thank you...