When You Can Relate

I have been watching a TV series and as much as I want to watch it because it's one of my two favorite actors in the Philippines, I often see myself in the story. An ordinary boy loving a princess in a different world until everything changes. An ordinary boy chasing for the love of his life and traveled the world and left everything for her. It was all that the ordinary boy could ever do for her just to win back her heart, but to no avail. He was left and broke his heart.

Until one day that the boy changed his heart and not chase her anymore, but circumstances brought them back together. But the boy just don't want any part of her anymore, even being friends. A change of heart as his heart was badly wounded, so much so it was destroyed. Things would never be the same, things would never be like it was before. Something that the ordinary boy decided to close his heart and find passion in everything other than her.

But I know in that love story, they would find a way to love each other again. As for me, I don't think it would be possible again. As I have closed my heart to love her, I have closed my heart to be friends with her, as she did for me before. I loved her with all my heart, but I was wrecked with all the hatred she had for me. It will never be the same, in the end, I would stop as soon as my obligations to her has died down.

Sometimes, I dread watching my favorite love team, because of the story... I just feel obliged... just to feel happy, but often at times, I feel sad because I can relate.