Do You Remember Who I Was To You?

Someone told me you left me when I had nothing, but that same person told me about giving another chance at it because of destiny. Years and years come by and all my emotions have run down to have given up to all what we have imagined it to be when we decided to be us. It was not easy for you and me, I traveled and you waited, but in the end I lost you and turned away to find someone better than me. 

I was lost and I never know what to do, I took a risk and it didn't pay off. You are happy with your life, while I was finding your heart to be back to mine. But all the things I've done was nothing but a bad wind for you. Things got terrible in my life and I had nothing. I got scared when I had nothing in my hand and what made me strong was my faith in God to help redeem myself of who I can be, even without you.

A year of struggles and hardships came, but you were not beside me. A year of reminiscing the year we were together, thinking if we will be together again. But it all ended up with me fighting for my life and nowhere to go, while you chop my life into pieces that made it worse. I got tired, I was helpless, I had nothing. But you had someone you thought would be the one who can save you from me.

With all of what happened, the long distance relationship we had was emotional. We both struggle in meeting each other, we had our messengers open the whole night and day while looking at each other while sleeping. Saying good morning and good evening at the same time, excitedly waiting for each other to come back from work to chat. Long days and nights was great, but we struggled and it broke you.

We had happy memories in our lives together, I met your family and you met mine, we went to church and prayed, we went to eat your favorite food and forced me to eat it, while I forced you to eat our native delicacy. We always had gifts for each other when we travel and you have always asked me take ref magnets and because you love Starbucks, I bought you city mugs of Starbucks. Our eating escapades were great, our arguments were terrible, and our laughs were out of this world.

But with all the happiness and struggles we had, you forgot it all. You forgot that I loved you with all my heart and you forgot how happy you are when I'm with you. Those were the memories gone for you, but memories for me that will stay with me forever. You were my princess and I was your _____. (fill in the blanks). So, when can I say this to you, when I can give you light on the memories you lost. The memories I loved sharing with you.