When You're Falling For Someone Who Love Someone Else

Here am I again. It was not that I am looking for someone to fall for, but the inevitable happens. Just a string of events, a few laughs here and there, a few messages come, a few calls answered and I am in a dilemma  again. Why is that when I am falling for someone, it feels like there is a huge wall that blocks me from getting over? Why is seems like every single time?

So, why would you come in my life like an angel but it's hard for me to reach you? Why would you come in my life like that when you seem just the girl I'm looking for but I can't be with? Why would you come in my life with such sense of happiness in you that I feel loved, but not more than friends? This is just not fair. This makes me just wish I had known you before that someone else.

I hope you're happy and I believe you are. Though I'm sad not to know you before you had someone in your life, I am still happy because I've met someone that I can fall for. It just shows that I still long for someone in my life. It makes me feel better day by day because I can see you smile. But still it breaks my heart because I know that smile you have for me is just temporary.

We were strangers at the start of our lives until you come in the world that I am living in. I never wished for someone to fall for now, but when you came in this crazy life I have, I felt that I love to keep falling again and again for you. But in the end, you are with someone you love dearly and my dream will just be a dream. I'm torn apart from end to end as I can't stand beside you in the journey I am in.

So, babe when will this game end? When will we know we need to stop at all the happiness we have been sharing, because the longer this continues it would be harder for me to leave you. I would miss you more and more as the days, weeks, and months pass by. I would be falling for you more and more, so when can we just be like before? Before we met each other. I wish we can turn back time babe, but until when we will turn back?

I hope you will feel better, not stressed on work, and just be happy with your beautiful life. And that's all I want for you, because I can't ask for more as you love someone else.