Why I Always Come Back To You?

I know it's not going to happen, but why there are times that I just want to see you, look at you and smile until my heart longs for you. You are out there far from my reach and you I guess is happy with someone else. I always remember the one moment that made me feel loved by you and it's your touch that I hold dearly. With our innocent smiles and young minds, we were alone in our world not thinking about our friends around.

As I searched hard and long for you, hoping I can have a conversation with you, it seems it will never happen until I finally found you. But, my excitement died as you seem not interested in talking to me. Now, I have mixed emotions of finding you finally, I am happy because I found you, but as well sad because it seems you have forgotten about me.

Well, I know it's nearly 3 decades but truly I still remember the day we sat beside each other, looked at each other, took a book for each one of us and enjoyed the moment of being together. I never felt so happy in my young heart and it's what makes me feel loved because of the purity in our hearts.

And now, looking at your photos, I still the the loving, caring and energetic girl (now, a woman) I know. I just hope that you allow me to reach you, even as friends because your the my first. My first love in my young heart and mind.