just a few more strides

I've been logging behind and a few things I can't control are adding to the misery that I am in right now. But comes a new beginning that would be able to be again in control of my life again. I'm tired of asking and thinking of making drastic measures. It's looking more that I would be taking that route to take control again even cutting ties with people I know.

I'm just waiting for a few more stretches before I make that decision and I would be more than happy to just keep my life abreast. Now, I am just making an effort to keep myself be in-charge and my commitments are piling up. Being too friendly is making a hindrance to moving forward and probably I would need to make a few changes.

Things are most likely to be the same until I push other people to do their job and then I would be ready to cut ties with these people who are just plain misery in my life. I've put all my efforts to make sure my life is smoothly until these people can't keep their promises that is making my life miserable. Thanks to them I am getting into a big hole that I'm not supposed to be in.

Well now, as I have a new career, I'm making the best out of it until I can bring back my life together. Then I would be looking forward to a few more strides in the ventures that I am excited about. Though I know it would be hard with limited resources, I will just believe until it happens. Then hopefully success in what I would be pursuing with the people hopefully push forward to what I want in my life.