The Last Time

What makes me like someone like you is that you are true. As I stumble and struggle in relationships, I found it difficult to see how my life will be if I am with someone. Being alone for most of my life and looking after myself after I left for college, I decided on things that made it possible to be successful in my career, though I still have my dreams to catch, I hope it would come soon.

But, years ago, I was with someone who showed me how to be loved and there was moments that we thought we will end up together until death do us part. I made decisions in my life to be with her, though our fate was to be apart from each other. I had the hardest times searching for her and loving her again and again, but I didn't receive any in return. I was foolish for thinking we will be together again. I promised to love her, but in return I am still alone and looking for someone who would be with me and cherish her life with me.

So, when there was a glimpse of you the first time, I was happy and I was glad of knowing you. And when I saw you again today, I realized that there is something here in my heart that says you might be the one. Along the way when we talk about our past, it seems that the world stopped and I didn't know how to react. But as I believe that the past has long gone and what makes me happy is seeing you and I do hope it is the same with you. Times change and our lives do as well. I am just grateful to know you and with all of you I know I am beginning, hopefully a new chapter in my life.

It's too early to say and it might be another strike for me. But one thing is for sure, I will take time and I will go with the flow. If it is, then it would be and we will be together. As for now, I am just hopeful that there is something, a spark, a clarity of where would this be going. I really don't know what you feel for most of the times, but I am happy to know you.