Taking It Slowly

The days pass by and the weeks are just too fast to realize another month will be ending, I wished that days would come slowly and hours gazing over you would be longer to make me smile a bit longer. As I chanced and stumbled looking for the person who I thought would make me feel happy for the past year, I never imagined that day-by-day, in an instant there are you that makes me wonder... I think she would be the one.

I was looking near and far, meeting new people to know more about, but it seems so far fetched. It was looking for trouble rather than making something good about it. I fell face first at the moment where I thought someone would be good for me, but in the end, I woke up and thought that I deserve more to what I am getting into. Thank God, I fell back to the ground that I am better than this and better that I can be in relationships.

Well, then comes someone who I thought was quite mysterious and seems that I feel strong about even without knowing her. I felt at first that I can't be with her because I felt it was too much for me, but with a few accidents I talked to her and asked her a few questions then from there, it was more than hi's and hello's. While it seems that I want to tell her what I feel, I want to do it differently, take it slowly and be comfortable with her. Something, I often didn't do in my previous relationships before getting into it.

While she may seem so hard to crack, it becomes easier day-by-day and week-by-week. But then again, I'm not sure, I just feel happy when I see her, every day. Saying goodbye to her before I leave for work and making sure I see her smile. Though there are times that mornings for you are not good, I didn't catch your eyes looking and no good mornings, but hoping that it will change... soon.

I hope that in the end, there would be something, because I'm already losing the passion of looking for the one and wanting to be me... alone. But, I will take it slowly... So, in the end... we will be.