Surprise, Surprise

It's nearing the end of the year and I got a few things that haven't done yet and will probably fail to do (in some petty things). In a way, to sum it up, it was not the year I intended to have, but I'm still fortunate to have gone through with what I had gone through for this year. It's a blessing in disguise and my life will just move forward, hoping for a better 2018. I've taken a step back in writing blogs at the second half of the year because of the issues I was faced then. And this would be probably my last post before I set another new year's resolutions (or goals) I want to have for next year.

Though it was not the year that made me become that I planned before the year started, changes happened and was actually thinking of it back then. Being out of a toxic working environment was one what I wanted to be out. It turned out well, though changes I wanted didn't just go as I planned, though I am happy of my current status. It's not a step back, but a forward surge to something I hope will be better in the future.

I aimed to have few investments settled, however, because of being a stupid and kind friend, I lost a lot. It cost me until now and will never be able to take it back. Let's just karma set in and I'll just pray for your demise. Friendships end with people not knowing their boundaries. I learned so much and this has to end and it will end as it is settled.

Relationships came up to me like a breeze and one thing that I wanted to be out of it was the chemistry between us. Rather than making it work, when I believe it wont, was to just let go and move forward. No matter what you are going to do, there was nothing that makes me think that eventually it would be us. So, in the end, the best way was to part ways.

Now, before the end of the year, something might just be happening for me. I haven't met you still but I am hoping now it would work. I am hoping that this can be something that you and I have talked about for the future. It's early to say, because we haven't met, but just a few more days and we would see if it would be worthwhile to be together. I'm hopeful, I'm cautious, I'm determined, I'm letting time flow by, hoping that when the time comes we would know.

As for what I wished for, the business I wanted to have. I still wish to have it. I just don't know how. I'm getting tired, I hope it would work, I still hope.